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    In 2010 was of accused of historic rape of three of my first girl cousins all around the age of six-eight years old. I was found not guilty of historic rape by the crown court in 2012.

    The judge and jury saw the accusers abe tapes and after they were questioned nothing seemed to tally with what they had reported to the police in 2010. After the police woman gave her evidence in the dock the judge told her didn't she think to cross reference the statements before going to trial as it appears they have all involved have lied.

    During the trial the judge made a statement of perjury has been commited, as all who were involved statements were found frabricated and there was not a shread of evidence, but i was still sent to crown court to be tried

    since accused of thas historic rape i have suffered ill health and mental problems which i am taking medication for. I suffer from servare high blood pressure and take anti depressant, sleeping tablets.

    I have councilling. I can't sleep or get on with my life and to date i stll have sleeping problems and have nightmares of being inprisoned, beaten up, tortured, raped etc. Which i have been taking anti depressant for as i feel like killing myself to get away from all this anquish been i'm going through whilst them *****es are still walking around. If theres any justice i feel they should be punish for saying what they did knowing it wasn't true in order to gain money because women are being paid compensation for rape but what about me the accused being found innocent? The law needs to be looked into. Can you help me get some closure on my ordeal please????????????????

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    Hi and welcome to the forum though sorry you have had to find us. I have moved your thread to this part of the site so more people will see it and be along to help.

    It sounds to me as though you have some of the symptoms of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). There is loads of info re this on t'internet. Your counsellor or GP should have recognised this and referred you to your Community Mental health Team for treatment. It is a treatable condition ( I have successfully been treated for it over another matter).
    PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE put away all your suicidal thoughts. Though they are completely understandable, it is a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY though horrible situation. Please visit your GP and explain to him/her everything you are feeling and don't be fobbed off with more pills. The address the symptoms but not the cause .
    Many people want to seek justice and recrimination after NFA etc but generally the advice is that it is hugely expensive, takes a very long time with no guarantee of a successful outcome.. Whilst it is going on you are unable to move on with your life.
    other members will be along shortly with advice and help I am sure...
    In the meantime - be strong and don't give the lying *****es the satisfaction of seeing you suffer - they just ain't worth it...
    "Only love can light the mirror of your soul" - Chris de Burgh

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    • #3
      Originally posted by Oldboy View Post

      During the trial the judge made a statement of perjury has been commited, as all who were involved statements were found frabricated and there was not a shread of evidence, but i was still sent to crown court to be tried....

      Have you contacted the CPS to ask if they will consider prosecuting them for perjury given that the judge said something about perjury having been committed?
      People Appealing Convictions of Sexual Offences ~http://www.pacso.co.uk

      PAFAA details ~ https://pacso.co.uk/pafaa-people-aga...ions-of-abuse/

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      • #4
        Originally posted by myhome View Post

        In the meantime - be strong and don't give the lying *****es the satisfaction of seeing you suffer - they just ain't worth it...
        Absolutely, MH - very true. I had a rubbish evening last night where the tears well and truly fell. Your words have enabled me to feel stronger as I am not going to get dragged down to her level.

        Although I can't sleep very well. I know I can hold my head up as I have not told lies which are damaging innocent peoples lives. What ever the outcome for us, she will never be happy inside.

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        • #5
          Hi cigw... can't remember if I mentioned this before - but have you tried 5-HTP? It's a naturally produced serotonin enhancer. I took myself off Prozac and went onto that. It took about 10 days to "kick in" and it is really helping me... here's the link to where I get it from....

          http://www.amazon.co.uk/Volcanat-Hea...5-htp+volcanat

          MH
          "Only love can light the mirror of your soul" - Chris de Burgh

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          • #6
            Half of us on PAFAA are taking that!!! It's got rid of the black dog that used to haunt me day in and day out.
            People Appealing Convictions of Sexual Offences ~http://www.pacso.co.uk

            PAFAA details ~ https://pacso.co.uk/pafaa-people-aga...ions-of-abuse/

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            • #7
              that's where I found out about it -- and got the link from you .....which has just reminded me I've forgot to take them this evening......
              "Only love can light the mirror of your soul" - Chris de Burgh

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              • #8
                Taken mine already! What a GodSend!!!
                People Appealing Convictions of Sexual Offences ~http://www.pacso.co.uk

                PAFAA details ~ https://pacso.co.uk/pafaa-people-aga...ions-of-abuse/

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