I am going to kill myself! - goodbye cruel world!

[quinnb]

Nobody out there
To hear this my final prayer
Not a soul
To witness my own life - I shortly would have stole

Got the pills got a stash
Into a deep sleep I am going to crash
Slip into a coma
The smell of death - hardly an aroma

The tablets all in a bottle
Down my throat they will go full throttle!
Then they will enter my blood
If I am not lying down I will collapse on the floor with a thud!

Just to make sure I finish the job
A lot of whiskey is also going to go in my gob!
I am sure in between mouthfuls there will be a little sob
As my own life - I would have started to rob!

Myself this time - I am determined to top
Nobody out there - will be able to make me stop!
I have finally made my decision
This will be my last ever mission!

Sunday night for this is the time I now set
This is now a fact - no longer a threat!
I would say in or around ten
That will be the end of my life then!

So the lead up to my final weekend - I am going to go out in a blast
As on earth it will be my very last
The end I hope will happen very fast
Into the next world - I would have passed!

So why why why
Do I want to die?
All this involvement with the law
I just can't take anymore

I have done nothing wrong
Yet it is all taking so long
It really is giving me so much stress
That I would be better of laid to rest!

[Saffron]

Quinn, I hope this poem is not a reflection of real life. please let us know that you are OK.

[quinnb]

This poem very much is a reflection of real life! - I am so down and depressed, What is the point??? - I am just about to go and get VERY drunk now. I have not shown this poem to anyone else who knows me - I just needed to get it out!
Thanks for your concern though! - I did not actually think anyone would be that bothered about poor old me!

[Rights Fighter]

Alcohol is a depressant and doesn't help when one is feeling really low. I should know, being famous for my drinking skills!!!