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  • 19 years ago

    I lost my good friend
    One of the very few friends I had
    A month later, I changed jobs
    Changing jobs was one of my good choices
    I met you the following March

    I thought you were kind
    I told you all about my pain inside
    How much it hurt to lose someone
    You seemed to care
    You seemed to listen to me
    The one person in my life who seemed to be there for ME

    How wrong was I
    You were about to make my life darker than I ever thought possible
    I trusted you
    You gave me your word
    You knew I couldn't leave before morning
    As the last train back had gone
    How could you?
    You enjoyed hurting me
    You knew I had no one to support me
    You knew that I would never be able to report it
    I was in too much pain already

    But you had to make sure
    You had to mess with my mind even more
    You had to make sure I was too traumatised to breathe a word
    You had my family hanging on every word you said
    Made sure I was out in the cold

    Why didn't I take my bag upstairs sooner?
    Why did I trust you?
    Why did my brain have to block the memory
    Just to make sure I couldn't report it?
    How could you do that to another person
    Deliberately turn her world upside down?

  • #2
    Hey Music Lady

    Sorry I missed this when you posted it, Only just saw it now.

    Such a sad story though, really feel your pain and suffering in it.

    Why are there such evil people in the world that have a knack for preying on people. Especially when they are at their most vulnerable?! I can certainly relate to that

    I hope that you are ok x

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    • #3
      Thanks WG for your reply. Don't worry about not seeing it sooner. I just needed to get it out, and here seemed as good a place as any.

      I think the sick and depraved prey on the vulnerable because they think of us as easy targets. I think we're stronger than they realise because we survive.

      I'm still a bit up and down, but now November's out of the way, I should start to feel better. Although that depends I suppose on whether or not they play my friend's song at my evening job. I didn't get time to ask my counsellor when I last her, if there are any coping strategies to help me through. I next see her in a weeks time.

      Thanks again for your reply. Hope you're ok.

      ML

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